if I dont want to come back. Me minus about 11 hours til I board my flight to Europe. Xanti and I were chatting earlier this week that we count ourselves lucky that right now in life, God feels its time for us to explore…and that we can!

I’m just sayin’…don’t be surprised. I think its premature but I also just want to make sure I leave cushion in case people act like I never warned them. I’m headed to London, France & Italy…and all I can think of is one thing:

I’ve always had a feeling I belong in another country.

Now I doubt I will get such a profound confirmation as such, but I have never been so fed up with my surroundings here. I do have several loved ones around me but I can’t say that I have a family to think of, husband to support or a job that rings in a soul engaging feeling…so with that said, I leave with you…don’t be surprised.

I thank God so much for allowing me to see other countries…and truthfully, I know its going to be breathtaking. He wasn’t messing around when he laid the foundation of all these beautiful landmarks and tomorrow, I get to partake.

Wish me luck and safe travels…Xanti and I are going to dive into Europe, but more so, we made a vow that we would seek only God on this trip so that we could come back with clarity for our next chapter in life.

Thank you Jesus for providing for this trip- I feel spoiled.