some things are better left unsaid. no, really, lets just watch you from afar, fall aprt & turn into a train wreck.

lately, im in this sick mode of taking in mankind and in observation of our behaviors. i have realized that if you are not there to tend to someone’s passive agressive ways or to be a punching bag for someone’s projections- you might just come off useless to humans.

i have challenged myself these past days, months, years to do what i have done to my own blood at times-shut down, turn off & ignore the negativity and train wreck that is going on.—-attempting to love at all times.

i leave it with one statement i told someone the other day:

“there are few leaders but a ton of followers. if you want to be a leader you will have to rise to the occassion and let some slide for the followers-simply because that is why you are a leader”

a pastor once said:

“its lonely being a leader- you are the first one out on the forefront, you have no one to look to because everyone is behind you”

-God help. I pray it doesnt all come back void & that they will know me by my fruits.