today at church the pastor talked about lost opportunity.

he mentioned how we often have so many open doors to sharing, being a witness and loving on one another.

i couldnt help but wonder if i utilize mine. i got into an accident a month ago, my sister got into this atv accident a week ago and now my parents house got broken into 2 days ago…did i lose any opportunities? i probably did. so much is going on but am i diligently praying to be used in His will for me? I hope so…

im sure the sermon was not to beat you up..it was to be reflective and to check our own hearts…but dang am i exhausted.

i really want to do right. i want to share and i want to be that light…but in the meantime, i pray that God takes the lead cuz im just way too exhausted.