I woke up anxious…for several reasons that I’m not even comfortable writing about. For some reason though the factors that were building on this anxiety pushed me to pray for certain things I have never prayed before. As 2009 approaches, I feel myself thanking the Lord for all the wonderful things he has done this year but I also start listing off things that I am still anticipating, things I have never experienced. I have realized that my prayer patterns are getting more intense and fine-tuned for the Lord. I feel as if we are living in a crazy time and I really don’t have time to pray for money or success but rather placing and messaging. Where will I be and what will come out of my mouth then? Im scared but lately I have been feeling like something’s got to give.

Join me in prayer for you and I…that God places me (us) exactly where He wants so that I can be used to my fullest for his glory. It scares me to do this but something tells me that I need to at least get my heart geared up to serve him in the most mighty.